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THE TWENTY-FIRST OF OCTOBER.
matter of general culture and attainments, we youngsters stood on
pretty level ground. True, it was always happening that one of us would
be singled out at any moment, freakishly, and without regard to his own
preferences, to wrestle with the inflections of some idiotic language
long rightly dead; while another, from some fancied artistic tendency
which always failed to justify itself, might be told off without
warning to hammer out scales and exercises, and to bedew the senseless
keys with tears of weariness or of revolt. But in subjects common to
either sex, and held to be necessary even for him whose ambition soared
no higher than to crack a whip in a circus-ring — in
geography, for instance, arithmetic, or the weary doings of kings and
would have scorned to excel. And, indeed, whatever our individual
gifts, a general dogged determination to shirk and to evade kept us all
at much the same dead level
level of ignorance tempered by insubordination.
Fortunately there existed a wide range of subjects, of healthier tone than those already enumerated, in which we were free to choose for ourselves, and which we would have scorned to consider education; and in these we freely followed each his own particular line, often attaining an amount of special knowledge which struck our ignorant elders as simply uncanny. For Edward, the uniforms, accoutrements, colours, and mottoes of the regiments composing the British Army had a special glamour. In the matter of facings he was simply faultless; among chevrons, badges, medals, and stars, he moved familiarly; he even knew the names of most of the colonels in command; and he would squander sunny hours prone on the lawn, heedless of challenge from bird or beast, poring over a tattered Army List. My own accomplishment was of another character — took, as it seemed to me, a wider and a more untrammelled range. Dragoons might have swaggered in Lincoln green, riflemen might have donned sporrans over tartan trews, without exciting notice or comment from me. But did you seek precise information as to the fauna of the American continent, then you had come to the right shop. Where and why the bison “wallowed;” how beaver were to be trapped and wild turkeys stalked; the grizzly and how to handle him, and the pretty pressing ways of the constrictor — in fine, the haunts and the habits of all that burrowed, strutted, roared, or wriggled between the Atlantic and the Pacific — all this knowledge I took for my province. By the others my equipment was fully recognized. Supposing a book with a bear-hunt in it made its way into the house, and the atmosphere was electric with excitement; still, it was necessary that I should first decide whether the slot had been properly described and properly followed up, ere the work could be stamped with full approval. A writer might have won fame throughout the civilized globe for his trappers and his realistic backwoods, and all went for nothing. If his pemmican were not properly compounded I damned his achievement, and it was heard no more of.
hardly old enough to possess a special subject of his own. He had his
instincts, indeed, and at bird’s-nesting they almost amounted
to prophecy. Where we others only suspected eggs, surmised possible
eggs, hinted doubtfully at eggs in the neighbourhood, Harold went
straight for the right bush, bough, or hole as if he carried a
divining-rod. But this faculty belonged to the class of mere gifts, and
was not to be ranked with Edward’s lore regarding facings,
and mine as to the habits of prairie-dogs, both gained by painful study
and extensive travel in those “realms of gold,” the
Army List and Ballantyne.
subject, quite unaccountably, happened to be naval history. There is no
laying down rules as to subjects; you just possess them — or
rather, they possess you — and their genesis or protoplasm is
rarely to be tracked down.
never so much as seen the sea; but for that matter neither had I ever
set foot on the American continent, the by-ways of which I knew so
intimately. And just as I, if set down without warning in the middle of
the Rocky Mountains, would have been perfectly at home, so Selina, if a
genie had dropped her suddenly on Portsmouth Hard, could have given
points to most of its frequenters. From the days of Blake down to the
death of Nelson (she never condescended further) Selina had taken
spiritual part in every notable engagement of the British Navy; and
even in the dark days when she had to pick up skirts and flee, chased
by an ungallant De Ruyter or Van Tromp, she was yet cheerful in the
consciousness that ere long she would be gleefully hammering the fleets
of the world, in the glorious times to follow. When that golden period
arrived, Selina was busy indeed; and, while loving best to stand where
the splinters were flying the thickest, she was also a careful and
critical student of seamanship and of manoeuvre. She knew the order in
which the great line-of-battle ships moved into action, the vessels
they respectively engaged, the moment when each let go its anchor, and
which of them had a spring on its cable (while not understanding the
phrase, she carefully noted the fact) and she habitually went into an
engagement on the quarter-deck of the gallant ship that reserved its
fire the longest.
At the time
of Selina’s weird seizure I was unfortunately away from home,
on a loathsome visit to an aunt; and my account is therefore feebly
compounded from hearsay. It was an absence I never ceased to regret
scoring it up, with a sense
of injury, against the aunt. There was a splendid uselessness about the
whole performance that specially appealed to my artistic sense. That it
should have been Selina, too, who should break out this way — Selina,
who had just become a regular subscriber to the “Young
Ladies’ Journal,” and who allowed herself to be
taken out to strange teas with an air of resignation palpably assumed
— this was a special joy, and served to remind me that much
of this dreaded convention that was creeping over us might be, after
all, only veneer. Edward also was absent, getting licked into shape at
school; but to him the loss was nothing. With his stern practical bent
he wouldn’t have seen any sense in it —
recall one of his favourite expressions. To Harold, however, for whom
the gods had always cherished a special tenderness, it was granted, not
only to witness, but also, priest-like, to feed the sacred fire itself.
And if at the time he paid the penalty exacted by the sordid
unimaginative ones who temporarily rule the roast, he must ever after,
one feels sure, have carried inside him some of the white gladness of
the acolyte who, greatly privileged, has been permitted to swing a
censer at the sacring of the very Mass.
mellowing fast, and with it the year itself; full of tender hints, in
woodland and hedgerow, of a course well-nigh completed. From all sides
that still afternoon you caught the quick breathing and sob of the
runner nearing the goal. Preoccupied and possessed, Selina had strayed
down the garden and out into the pasture beyond, where, on a bit of
rising ground that dominated the garden on one side and the downs with
the old coach-road on the other, she had cast herself down to chew the
cud of fancy. There she was presently joined by Harold, breathless and
very full of his latest grievance.
asked him not to,” he burst out. “I said if
he’d only please wait a bit and Edward would be back soon,
and it couldn’t matter to him, and
the pig wouldn’t mind, and Edward ‘d be pleased and
everybody’d be happy. But he just said he was very sorry, but
bacon didn’t wait for nobody. So I told him he was a regular
beast, and then I came away. And — and
I b’lieve they’re doing it now!”
he’s a beast,” agreed Selina, absently. She had
forgotten all about the pig-killing. Harold kicked away a freshly
thrown-up mole-hill, and prodded down the hole with a stick. From the
direction of Farmer Larkin’s demesne came a long-drawn note
of sorrow, a thin cry and appeal, telling that the stout soul of a
black Berkshire pig was already faring down the stony track to Hades.
know what day it is?” said Selina presently, in a low voice,
looking far away before her.
not appear to know, nor yet to care. He had laid open his mole-run for
a yard or so, and was still grubbing at it absorbedly.
Trafalgar Day,” went on Selina, trancedly;
“Trafalgar Day — and nobody cares!
her tone told Harold that he was not behaving quite becomingly. He
didn’t exactly know in what manner; still, he abandoned his
mole-hunt for a more courteous attitude of attention.
there,” resumed Selina — she was gazing out in the
direction of the old highroad — ” over there the
coaches used to go by. Uncle Thomas was telling me about it the other
day. And the people used to watch for ‘em coming, to tell the
time by, and p’r’aps to get their parcels. And one
morning — they wouldn’t be expecting anything
different — one morning, first there would be a cloud of
dust, as usual, and then the coach would come racing by, and then they
would know! For the coach would be dressed in laurel, all laurel from
stem to stern! And the coachman would be wearing laurel, and the guard
would be wearing laurel; and then they would know, then they would
listened in respectful silence. He would much rather have been hunting
the mole, who must have been a mile away by this time if he had his
wits about him. But he had all the natural instincts of a gentleman; of
whom it is one of the principal marks, if not the complete definition,
never to show signs of being bored.
to her feet, and paced the turf restlessly with a short quarter
— deck walk.
can’t we do
something?” she burst
out presently. “He
— he did everything
— why can’t we do anything for him?”
everything?” inquired Harold, meekly. It was useless wasting
further longings on that mole. Like the dead, he travelled fast.
Nelson, of course,” said Selina, shortly, still looking
restlessly around for help or suggestion.
Harold, slightly puzzled.
that got to do with it? retorted his sister, resuming her caged-lion
somewhat taken aback. In the case of the pig, for instance, whose last
outcry had now passed into stillness, he had considered the chapter as
finally closed. Whatever innocent mirth the holidays might hold in
store for Edward, that particular pig, at least, would not be a
contributor. And now he was given to understand that the situation had
not materially changed He would have to revise his ideas, it seemed.
Sitting up on end, he looked towards the garden for assistance in the
task. Thence, even as he gazed, a tiny column of smoke rose straight up
into the still air. The gardener had been sweeping that afternoon, and
now, an unconscious priest, was offering his sacrifice of autumn leaves
to the calm-eyed goddess of changing hues and chill forebodings who was
moving slowly about the land that golden afternoon. Harold was up and
off in a moment, forgetting Nelson, forgetting the pig, the mole, the
Larkin betrayal, and Selina’s strange fever of conscience.
Here was fire, real fire, to play with, and that was even better than
messing with water, or remodelling the plastic surface of the earth. Of
all the toys the world provides for right-minded persons, the original
elements rank easily the first.
sat on where she was, her chin on her fists; and her fancies whirled
and drifted, here and there, in curls and eddies, along with the smoke
she was watching. As the quick-footed dusk of the short October day
stepped lightly over the garden, little red tongues of fire might be
seen to leap and vanish in the smoke. Harold, anon staggering under
armfuls of leaves, anon stoking vigorously, was discernible only at
fitful intervals. It was another sort of smoke that the inner eye of
Selina was looking upon — a smoke that hung in sullen banks
round the masts and the hulls of the fighting ships; a smoke from
beneath which came thunder and the crash and the splinter-rip, the
shout of the boarding-party, the choking sob of the gunner stretched by
his gun; a smoke from out of which at last she saw, as through a riven
pall, the radiant spirit of the Victor, crowned with the coronal of a
perfect death, leap in full assurance up into the ether that Immortals
breathe. The dusk was glooming towards darkness when she rose and moved
slowly down towards the beckoning fire; something of the priestess in
her stride, something of the devotee in the set purpose of her eye.
were well alight by this time, and Harold had just added an old furze
bush, which flamed and crackled stirringly.
‘n’ get some more sticks,” ordered
Selina,” and shavings, ‘n’ chunks of
wood, ‘n’ anything you can find. Look here
the kitchen-garden there’s a pile of old pea-sticks. Fetch as
many as you can carry, and then go back and bring some more!”
But I say,
“ began Harold, amazedly, scarce knowing his sister, and with
a vision of a frenzied gardener, pea-stickless and threatening
and fetch ‘em quick!” shouted Selina, stamping with
off at once, true to the stern system of discipline in which he had
been nurtured. But his eyes were like round O’s, and as he
ran he talked fast to himself, in evident disorder of mind.
pea-sticks made a rare blaze, and the fire, no longer smouldering
sullenly, leapt up and began to assume the appearance of a genuine
bonfire. Harold, awed into silence at first, began to jump round it
with shouts of triumph. Selina looked on grimly, with knitted brow; she
was not yet fully satisfied. “Can’t you get any
more sticks?” she said presently. “Go and hunt
about. Get some old hampers and matting and things out of the
tool-house. Smash up that old cucumber frame Edward shoved you into,
the day we were playing scouts and Mohicans. Stop a bit! Hooray! I
know. You come along with me.”
Hard by there
was a hot-house, Aunt Eliza’s special pride and joy, and even
grimly approved of by the gardener. At one end, in an out-house
adjoining, the necessary firing was stored; and to this sacred fuel, of
which we were strictly forbidden to touch a stick, Selina went
straight. Harold followed obediently, prepared for any crime after that
of the pea-sticks, but pinching himself to see if he were really awake.
bring some coals,” said Selina briefly, without any palaver
or pro-and-con discussion. “Here’s a basket. I’ll
manage the faggots!”
In a very few
minutes there was little doubt about its being a genuine bonfire and no
paltry makeshift. Selina, a Maenad now, hatless and tossing disordered
locks, all the dross of the young lady purged out of her, stalked
around the pyre of her own purloining, or prodded it with a pea-stick.
And as she prodded she murmured at intervals, “I knew
was something we could do! It isn’t much — but
still it’s something!”
had gone home to his tea. Aunt Eliza had driven out for hers a long way
off, and was not expected back till quite late; and this far end of the
garden was not overlooked by any windows. So the Tribute blazed on
merrily unchecked. Villagers far away, catching sight of the flare,
muttered something about “them young devils at their tricks
again,” and trudged on beer-wards. Never a thought of what
day it was, never a thought for Nelson, who preserved their honest
pint-pots, to be paid for in honest pence, and saved them from litres and
decimal coinage. Nearer at hand, frightened rabbits popped up and
vanished with a flick of white tails; scared birds fluttered among the
branches, or sped across the glade to quieter sleeping — quarters;
but never a bird nor a beast gave a thought to the hero to whom they
owed it that each year their little homes of horsehair, wool, or moss,
were safe stablished ‘neath the flap of the British flag; and
that Game Laws, quietly permanent, made la cliasse a
terror only to their betters. No one seemed to know, nor to care, nor
to sympathise. In all the ecstasy of her burnt-offering and sacrifice,
Selina stood alone.
— not quite alone! For, as the fire was roaring at its best,
certain stars stepped delicately forth on the surface of the immensity
above, and peered down doubtfully — with wonder at first,
then with interest, then with recognition, with a start of glad
at least knew all about it, they understood.
Among them the
Name was a daily familiar word; his story Was a part of the music to
which they swung, himself was their fellow and their mate and comrade.
So they peeped, and winked, and peeped again, and called to their
laggard brothers to come quick and see.
best of life is but intoxication;” and Selina, who during her
brief inebriation had lived in an ecstasy as golden as our drab
existence affords, had to experience the inevitable bitterness of
awakening sobriety, when the dying down of the flames into sullen
embers coincided with the frenzied entrance of Aunt Eliza on the scene.
It was not so much that she was at once and forever disrated, broke,
sent before the mast, and branded as one on whom no reliance could be
placed, even with Edward safe at school, and myself under the distant
vigilance of an aunt; that her pocket money was stopped indefinitely,
and her new Church Service, the pride of her last birthday, removed
from her own custody and placed under the control of a Trust. She
sorrowed rather because she had dragged poor Harold, against his better
judgment, into a most horrible scrape, and moreover because, when the
reaction had fairly set in, when the exaltation had fizzled away and
the young-lady portion of her had crept timorously back to its wonted
lodging, she could only see herself as a plain fool, unjustified,
undeniable, without a shadow of an excuse or explanation.
Harold, youth and a short memory made his case less pitiful than it
seemed to his more sensitive sister. True, he started upstairs to his
lonely cot bellowing dismally, before him a dreary future of pains and
penalties, sufficient to last to the crack of doom. Outside his door,
however, he tumbled over Augustus the cat, and made capture of him; and
at once his mourning was changed into a song of triumph, as he conveyed
his prize into port. For Augustus, who detested above all things going
to bed with little boys, was ever more knave than fool, and the trapper
who was wily enough to ensnare him had achieved something notable.
Augustus, when he realized that his fate was sealed, and his
night’s lodging settled, wisely made the best of things, and
listened, with a languorous air of complete comprehension to the
incoherent babble concerning pigs and heroes, moles and bonfires, which
served Harold for a self-sung lullaby. Yet it may be doubted whether
Augustus was one of those rare fellows who thoroughly understood.
Selina knew no more of this source of consolation than of the sympathy
which the stars were winking above her; and it was only after some sad
of time, and on a very moist pillow, that she drifted into that quaint
inconsequent country where you may meet your Sown pet hero strolling
road, and commit what hair-brained oddities you like, and everybody