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CHAPTER
II
LIVINGSTONE
closed his books. He had put everything in such shape that Clark, his
confidential clerk, would not have the least trouble this year in transferring
everything and starting the new books that would now be necessary. Last year
Clark had been at his house a good many nights writing up these private books;
but that was because Clark had been in a sort of muddle last winter, — his wife
was sick, or one of his dozen children had met with an accident, — or
something, — Livingstone vaguely remembered.
This year
there would be no such trouble. Livingstone was pleased at the thought; for
Clark was a good fellow, and a capable bookkeeper, even though he was a trifle
slow.
Livingstone
felt that he had, in a way, a high regard for Clark. He was attentive to his duties, beyond words. He was a gentleman,
too, — of a first-rate family — a man of principle. How he could ever have been
content to remain a simple clerk all these years, Livingstone could not
understand. It gave him a certain contempt for him. That came, he reflected, of
a man’s marrying indiscreetly and having a houseful of children on his back.
Clark
would be pleased at the showing on the books. He was always delighted when the
balances showed a marked increase.
Livingstone
was glad now that he had not only paid the old clerk extra for his nightwork
last year, but had given him fifty dollars additional, partly because of the
trouble in his family, and partly because Livingstone had been unusually
irritated when Clark got the two accounts confused.
Livingstone
prided himself on his manner to his employees. He prided himself on being a
gentleman, and it was a mark of a gentleman always to treat subordinates with
civility. He knew men in the city who were absolute bears to their employees;
but they were blackguards.
He,
perhaps, ought to have discharged Clark without a word; that would have been “business;”
but really he ought not to have spoken to him as he did. Clark undoubtedly
acted with dignity. Livingstone had had to apologize to him and ask him to
remain, and had made the amend (to himself) by giving him fifty dollars extra
for the ten nights’ work. He could only justify the act now by reflecting that
Clark had more than once suggested investments which had turned out most
fortunately.
Livingstone
determined to give Clark this year a hundred dollars — no, fifty — he must not
spoil him, and it really was not “business.”
The
thought of his liberality brought to Livingstone’s mind the donations that he
always made at the close of the year. He might as well send off the cheques
now.
He took
from a locked drawer his private cheque-book and turned the stubs thoughtfully.
He had had that cheque-book for a good many years. He used to give away a tenth
of his income. His father before him used to do that. He remembered, with a
smile, how large the sums used to seem to him. He turned back the stubs only to
see how small a tenth used to be. He no longer gave a tenth or a twentieth or
even a — he had no difficulty in deciding the exact percentage he gave; for
whenever he thought now of the sum he was worth, the figures themselves, in
clean-cut lines, popped before his eyes. It was very curious. He could actually
see them in his own handwriting. He rubbed his eyes, and the figures
disappeared. Well, he gave a good deal, anyhow — a good deal more than most
men, he reflected. He looked at the later stubs and was gratified to find how
large the amounts were, — they showed how rich he was, — and what a diversified
list of charities he contributed to: hospitals, seminaries, asylums, churches,
soup-kitchens, training schools of one kind or another. The stubs all bore
the names of those through whom he contributed — they were mostly fashionable
women of his acquaintance, who either for diversion or from real charity were
interested in these institutions.
Mrs.
Wright’s name appeared oftenest. Mrs. Wright was a woman of fortune and very
prominent, he reflected, but she was really kind; she was just a crank, and,
somehow, she appeared really to believe in him. Her husband, Livingstone did
not like: a cold, selfish man, who cared for nothing but money-making and his
own family.
There was
one name down on the book for a small amount which Livingstone could not
recall. — Oh yes, he was an assistant preacher at Livingstone’s church: the
donation was for a Christmas-tree in a Children’s Hospital, or something of the
kind. This was one of Mrs. Wright’s charities too. Livingstone remembered the
note the preacher had written him afterwards — it had rather jarred on him, it
was so grateful. He hated ‘“gush,” he said to himself; he did not want to be
bothered with details of yarn-gloves, flannel petticoats, and toys. He took out
his pencil and wrote Mrs. Wright’s name on the stub. That also should be
charged to Mrs. Wright. He carried in his mind the total amount of the
contributions, and as he came to the end a half-frown rested on his brow as he
thought of having to give to all these objects again.
That was
the trouble with charities, — they were as regular as coupons. Confound Mrs.
Wright! Why did she not let him alone!
However,
she was an important woman — the leader in the best set in the city. Livingstone
sat forward and began to fill out his cheques. Certain cheques he always filled
out himself. He could not bear to let even Clark know what he gave to certain
objects.
The
thought of how commendable this was crossed his face and lit it up like a glint
of transient sunshine. It vanished suddenly as he began to calculate, leaving
the place where it had rested colder than before. He really could not spend as
much this year as last — why, there was — for pictures, so much; charities, so
much, etc. It would quite cut into the amount he had already decided to lay by.
He must draw in somewhere: he was worth only — the line of figures slipped in
before his eyes with its lantern-slide coldness.
He
reflected. He must cut down on his charities. He could not reduce the sum for
the General Hospital Fund; he had been giving to that a number of years. — Nor
that for the asylum; Mrs. Wright was the president of that board, and had told
him she counted on him. — Hang Mrs. Wright! It was positive blackmail! — Nor
the pew-rent; that was respectable — nor the Associated Charities; every one
gave to that. He must cut out the smaller charities.
So he
left off the Children’s Hospital Christmas-tree Fund, and the soup-kitchen, and
a few insignificant things like them into which he had been worried by Mrs.
Wright and other troublesome women. The only regret he had was that taken
together these sums did not amount to a great deal. To bring the saving up he
came near cutting out the hospital. However, he decided not to do so. Mrs.
Wright believed in him. He would leave out one of the pictures he had intended
to buy; he would deny himself, and not cut out the big charity. This would save
him the trouble of refusing Mrs. Wright and would also save him a good deal
more money.
Once
more, at the thought of his self-denial, that ray of wintry sunshine passed
across Livingstone’s cold face and gave it a look of distinction — almost like
that of a marble statue. Again he relapsed into reflection. His eyes were
resting on the pane outside of which the fine snow was filling the chilly
afternoon air in flurries and scurries that rose and fell and seemed to be
blowing every way at once. But Livingstone’s eyes were not on the snow. It had
been so long since Livingstone had given a thought to the weather, except as it
might affect the net earnings of railways in which he was interested, that he
never knew what the weather was, and so far as he was concerned there need not
have been any weather. Spring was to him but the season when certain work could
be done which in time would yield a crop of dividends; and Autumn was but the
time when crops would be moved and stocks sent up or down.
So,
though Livingstone’s eyes rested on the pane, outside of which the flurrying snow
was driving that meant so much to so many people, and his face was thoughtful —
very thoughtful — he was not thinking of the snow, he was calculating profits.